Self Pity Lyrics

by A F I

You think I give a shit, how I'm seen through your eyes,
I just can't fucking stand the way you always have to criticize.
You have to find something wrong in everything you see.
It seems it's not hard for you to find everything that's wrong with me.
Open your eyes and face the truth.
Open your eyes, the real problem's you.
Does it build your self-esteem to look for mistakes in everyone else?
The only answer that I could find is that you're just not happy with yourself.
You, hide something about yourself when you point out everybody else's mistakes.
Those problems that you have are just a little much for you to take.
Open your eyes, and face the truth.
Open your eyes, the real problem's you.
I wanna be a highschool football hero.
With an S.A.T. score less than zero. I wanna
try to drink my weight in beer-o. I wanna be a highschool football hero.
I wanna score a touchdown so I can score after the game.
I don't care about my future 'cause it is just another day.
I'll rush for forty yards and drink four forties later on. I'm done with
this brunette someone pass me another blonde.
Coach tells me to drink my milk and wash it down with 'roids.
I've gotta get my rest so I can
party with the boys.
My brain is upside-down, so I'm just a little slow.
I'll change my name to
Bubba so that everyone will know...
I'm always short on cash and my mind is in the trash.
I can't find a way to get my head out of my ass.
I'm gettin' skinny as a bone 'cause i'm always stuck at home.
I'm living my life all fucked up and alone.
So once again, alone in my room, my only apparent future is my unhappy doom.
So i just whine all the fucking time.
I'm hooked bad on caffeine, unless i get it i'm mean.
I can't remember last when i was chipper and clean.
I'm going insane, all i do is complain. The only traits i show are depression and disdain.
The girl i love is going away, there is no way that she'll stay.
I don't know how i'm gonna live my life this way.
Don't want to have to try, i'll just sit around and cry.
Maybe, if i get lucky, i'll just fuckin' die.

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