So Many Tears Lyrics
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104;all not fear no man but God<br />Though I walk through the valley of death<br />I shed so many tears (if I should die before I wake)<br />Please God walk with me (grab a nigga and take me to Heaven)<br /><br />Back in elementary, I thrived on misery<br />Left me alone I grew up amongst a dyin breed<br />Inside my mind couldn't find a place to rest<br />until I got that Thug Life tatted on my chest<br />Tell me can you feel me? I'm not livin in the past, you wanna last<br />Be tha first to blast, remember Kato<br />No longer with us he's deceased<br />Call on the sirens, seen him murdered in the streets<br />Now rest in peace<br />Is there heaven for a G? Remember me<br />So many homies in the cemetery, shed so many tears<br /><br />Ahh, I suffered through the years, and shed so many tears..<br />Lord, I lost so many peers, and shed so many tears<br /><br />Now that I'm strugglin in this business, by any means<br />Label me greedy gettin green, but seldom seen<br />And fuck the world cause I'm cursed, I'm havin visions<br />of leavin here in a hearse, God can you feel me?<br />Take me away from all the pressure, and all the pain<br />Show me some happiness again, I'm goin blind<br />I spend my time in this cell, ain't livin well<br />I know my destiny is Hell, where did I fail?<br />My life is in denial, and when I die, <br />baptized in eternal fire I'll shed so many tears<br /><br />Lord, I suffered through the years, and shed so many tears..<br />Lord, I lost so many peers, and shed so many tears<br /><br />Now I'm lost and I'm weary, so many tears<br />I'm suicidal, so don't stand near me<br />My every move is a calculated step, to bring me closer<br />to embrace an early death, now there's nothin left<br />There was no mercy on the streets, I couldn't rest<br />I'm barely standin, bout to go to pieces, screamin peace<br />And though my soul was deleted, I couldn't see it<br />I had my mind full of demons tryin to break free<br />They planted seeds and they hatched, sparkin the flame<br />inside my brain like a match, such a dirty game<br />No memories, just a misery<br />Paintin a picture of my enemies killin me, in my sleep<br />Will I survive til the mo'nin, to see the sun<br />Please Lord forgive me for my sins, cause here I come...<br /><br />Lord, I suffered through the years (God) and shed so many tears..<br />God, I lost so many peers, and shed so many tears<br /><br />Lord knows I.. tried, been a witness to homicide<br />Seen drivebys takin lives, little kids die<br />Wonder why as I walk by<br />Broken-hearted as I glance at the chalk line, gettin high<br />This ain't the life for me, I wanna change<br />But ain't no future right for me, I'm stuck in the game<br />I'm trapped inside a maze<br />See this Tanqueray influenced me to gettin crazy<br />Disillusioned lately, I've been really wantin babies<br />so I could see a part of me that wasn't always shady<br />Don't trust my lady, cause she's a product of this poison<br />I'm hearin noises, think she fuckin all my boys, can't take no more<br />I'm fallin to the floor; beggin for the Lord to let me in<br />to Heaven's door -- shed so many tears<br />(Dear God, please let me in)<br /><br />Lord, I've lost so many years, and shed so many tears..<br />I lost so many peers, and shed so many tears<br />Lord, I suffered through the years, and shed so many tears..<br />God, I lost so many peers, and shed so many tears<br />